Sydney Nicole Stocksdale
Within what I've learned I've learned more. Within what i've lost I've lost more. Within the sorrow in my eyes theres more in my heart. Within the scars on my body more are being formed. WIthin the blade on the skin I press harder and within the hate in my heart it only grows.
I seriously fucking hate myself.
It’s not because you get more than me, it’s not that I think your perfect because I don’t. You’re so far from it, its insane. It’s that for some reason in that little mind of yours YOU think YOUR perfect. You have gotten to the point where you think everyone loves you and wants to be you because thats what they said BEFORE. Realize now, you aren’t important anymore because they have moved on, you see? They have moved on to someone that has a pretty face and a pretty heart, and you can never have that.